Human disqualification

Osamu Dazai's inner monologue, a "coward" who longs for love but doesn't know how to love.

He can't sort out the clues of human life, so he can only pretend to be funny.

He went from fear to despair, from despair to longing to leave this world.

This is "Disqualification in the World". Here, the ugliness and hypocrisy of human nature cannot be hidden.

"Now I can't talk about happiness, nor can I talk about misfortune."

He wants to die so badly that he doesn't even have time to say "Goodbye."